You smile and wave
Seeming like everything's ok
But when you're alone,
You crash and burn
You cry all night
Mourning in silence
In the morning,dry your tears
Happy and ecstatic today
No one ever finds out
They all can't see the truth
You hide from everyone
Because no one will ever understand
Teased by everyone
About your awkwardness, obscurity
Pain, humiliation, shame
The center of your life
Ever falling, ever falling,
Never able to get out
Of the never ending cycle of horror, grief and shame
You are starting to scare me a little bit. I love your poetry, but why is it all about feeling hated and awful?
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